Old tragic love

I used to like you for who you are

But you've became something that wasn't meant to be you

Your flaws

I loved them

Your imperfections

I admired them

Your mistakes

I understood them

Your past

I knew it

But you've changed 

And not for the better if I may add

How come someone with so much beautiful tragedies 

End up with someone who has it all

I thought we were meant to be together

We shared everything 

Our smoothies

Our milkshakes

Our blankets

Our fears

Our mistakes

Our past

Our love

But you wanted someone who didn't reflect on your past

Like myself

I'm only guessing

But like you once told me

"Better to try & guess than do nothing about it"

In the end you were a mere association of my affliction

Do I want anybody else

Fuck no

Should I see someone else

Maybe so

But you 

Girl with your beautiful deformed personality

Has alternated my short life

And I will never forget you

Girl with the scars & all your im perfected parts

I love you