Glutton for punishment

i will never forget the smile upon your face
when you looked into my eyes,
the way you gazed upon the stars
then you told me that you loved me, it felt as if the world had stopped spinning.
when you told me the dark secrets hidden in the back of your mind, the way you cried , all the tears falling to the ground. somehow wishing i can pick you up and tell you that everything was okay.
You let out this big sigh, wiped your tears away and then looked away.
"I no longer love you"
They were the last words you said.
Your eyes, the way you put your hand on my hand, that last sigh did all the talking.
When you left, the world started spinning again.
Like a merry go round, going around and around.
My heart has stopped and these thoughts are racing again
I long for you
I miss you
Stop this world again some day, please.

A Passage of Rite

Waves crash upon the broken sediment. The bag's nearly empty & out of soil, it starts to rot away. Nowhere to run & nowhere to hide the sediment has settled in.
God doesn't forgive the ultimate sin. But it's free of guilt. For what plagues many to hide & coward underneath the clouds. Once the bag hits the ocean it can be heard from miles all around.
Free of pain, the barrier that keeps us from risking our lives. And free of misery, something we cope with just a blade or a knife.
Then you tend to wonder, what does the future have in hold for me?
To be apart of the sea.
God forgive thee, for we have sin. We've tried contacting you but you never seem to listen. Now the ocean calls as the water glistens.
For the moon is our witness & the clouds our messenger.
The ocean becomes our haven it is our savior.
Amen.