Dissociative Psychosis

I feel out of place

Out of touch with myself

Associated with all the lies I've been telling

I don't even know who I am

Or what I've become

Something's missing

A huge chunk of my soul or my heart

It's gone

It's missing

All these lonely nights

And all the restless fights

A war is brewing inside my mind

I wonder who'll win

Regrets & Mistakes

When I awake from this nightmare

I'll take a good look around my surroundings 

Remember all the pain I've dealt with

All the pain I've caused

Lay my head

And go back to sleep